Self Reflection

Lately I have been going back and forth with what I want to do with my life. Do I want to go to school to be a teacher or a Radiology Tech? What matters most money or love for the job? I even question, when I wake up ten years from now, will I hate the decision I made?

I have also been pondering the direction of my blog and YouTube channel. As of now I am only showing one part of myself and that is the part that loves makeup and that's pretty much it. But that's not all I love and that's not the only thing I want to be known for. I don't want to dedicate my 'work' essentially to just one thing because I don't only love just one thing. I want the world to know that I have different facets to my personality. Because, let's face it, I don't talk about makeup or skin care 24/7 in my personal life. I tried it working for Sephora and I absolutely hated it. It's too shallow and half the time I look like shit and don't wear makeup at all. I'm happiest then; just being my normal, makeup-less self. 

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm still figuring out who I am and what I want to do with my life and I welcome whoever wants to come along on this journey with me. I am 99.9% sure that I am not the only one who is going through this. 

As of now, I am at a standstill and I don't really know what do. All I hope is that with time the right answer will come to me and that I make the best decision possible. Making the decision I think is the easy part, what I think will be harder is to follow through and stick with it. Only time will tell....